Pretty much, this weekend was the suckiest of the year, so far!
I like always went off and bought my daughter’s father (I’m not going to call him my husband because he’s NOT and I refuse to call him my Fiancée because he is NOT and boyfriend sounds so COMICAL when you have a 3 year old daughter together.) a valentine’s gift…& a card! So I wait ALL day ( I had a tears in between) and tada! I received NOTHING! Anywho, I was sulking about it this morning, I guess part of me is still doing that…BUT I began reading Crazy Love by Francis Chan and looked at the website and I also saw We are the World 25 Haiti and tears stung my eyes. I was so moved by everything else that is happening in the world. My problem is small, way smaller than everything that is going on in the world TODAY!
I had to check myself and say “there are people who lost their families-mothers, children, fathers, grandparents, brother and sisters” and I’m sulking because no one thought of me for valentines, while yea it does suck…I am far off better than they are. I still have a home, and a daughter, and parents, and a life to live… I am still being blessed to walk this earth. It feels soo good to be surrounded by God’s love…because regardless of the situation HE still loves me, and he loves me for who I am and not a penny less. He sent his son down here to PAY for our sins. Think about it…could you HONESTLY and truly give up your child to be crucified, to go through all that torture to PAY for the SINS of OTHERS. If you’ve watched The Passion of the Christ, you’ve seen what God’s son went through, and I’m pretty sure it must have been ten times worse than what they actually showed…could you do that to your beloved child? I know I couldn’t…but God Almighty did!! It was all because he loves me, and you, and you, and you! He loves us all so much he gave us that gift. Amazing huh?
Yes, Jesus Loves Me…The Bible tells me so…
I like always went off and bought my daughter’s father (I’m not going to call him my husband because he’s NOT and I refuse to call him my Fiancée because he is NOT and boyfriend sounds so COMICAL when you have a 3 year old daughter together.) a valentine’s gift…& a card! So I wait ALL day ( I had a tears in between) and tada! I received NOTHING! Anywho, I was sulking about it this morning, I guess part of me is still doing that…BUT I began reading Crazy Love by Francis Chan and looked at the website and I also saw We are the World 25 Haiti and tears stung my eyes. I was so moved by everything else that is happening in the world. My problem is small, way smaller than everything that is going on in the world TODAY!
I had to check myself and say “there are people who lost their families-mothers, children, fathers, grandparents, brother and sisters” and I’m sulking because no one thought of me for valentines, while yea it does suck…I am far off better than they are. I still have a home, and a daughter, and parents, and a life to live… I am still being blessed to walk this earth. It feels soo good to be surrounded by God’s love…because regardless of the situation HE still loves me, and he loves me for who I am and not a penny less. He sent his son down here to PAY for our sins. Think about it…could you HONESTLY and truly give up your child to be crucified, to go through all that torture to PAY for the SINS of OTHERS. If you’ve watched The Passion of the Christ, you’ve seen what God’s son went through, and I’m pretty sure it must have been ten times worse than what they actually showed…could you do that to your beloved child? I know I couldn’t…but God Almighty did!! It was all because he loves me, and you, and you, and you! He loves us all so much he gave us that gift. Amazing huh?
Yes, Jesus Loves Me…The Bible tells me so…
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